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Ready to serve you Master

I am here Master. How was your day? How was work? May I take your coat and brief case? Dinner is on the table sir, I made your favorite meal….

 

I am here Master. I am ready willing and able to service you in any way possible. It’s my duty, my calling, my longing and desire to serve all of your needs, emotionally, mentally, physically and perhaps most important sexually.

 

I am here Master. Your slave is here at your service Master. I exist and live only to please and satisfy your needs. Just tell me what you desire Master and I will make it happen. Anything to please you Master.

 

I am here Master. I will suck your cock like it deserves treating it with the utmost care and respect. I will worship every inch of your cock Master. I will lick the tip of the head with delicate care. “Does that satisfy you Master? Have I done it right? Please Master tell me I have done it properly.” Looking straight into your eyes I say “Would you like your cock sucked Master? I know I am not worthy of sucking your huge wonderful cock Master. It would be such an honor to suck your cock Master.” I will take it in my hands (or without hands) however you desire. I will suck your cock with lust and passion Master. I will do it from any position Master, at any pace and at any level you command Master. If I am not doing it to a worthy standard Master please tell me so I can correct my mistake, and “Oh Master please accept my sincere apologies”

 

I am here Master. I give you my body for your enjoyment. You may play with my tits if you wish Master. I am in awe of that fact that you see fit to touch me in such a way Master for I know I am just a slave and not worthy of such treatment. “Do you like my tits Master? Do they please and satisfy you? Touch them however you want Master for they are yours.

 

I am here Master. My cunt is open and wet for you Master. Do you like my tight wet clean shaven pussy Master? Use my cunt however you wish Master. It belongs to you. Stick your fingers in, slide in a toy, and ram your cock in, torture my pussy deny my orgasm do whatever you wish Master my cunt exists only to satisfy you. I swear I will not cum unless you say so Master, no matter how bad I need relief. You alone Master control my orgasm and I trust you that when I have earned it you will let me cum.

 

I am here Master. My ass is at your disposal. Spank it, whip it, rip it open Master it is up to you. My tight asshole is here for your enjoyment and I will stop at nothing to bring you but satisfaction. I know it may hurt and I accept that Master. I will not cry or scream unless allowed Master.

 

I am here Master. Anything you can think of this slave will do. I have no limits Master and I will stop at nothing to please you.

 

I am here Master, waiting for you to call me!

My love for the “God”

3 days ago I put myself in an awesome position! I was hanging out with this guy Tyler, 44- married and has the smallest cock I’ve ever encountered, EVER! We were hanging out at a local bar shooting darts.. A few darts and shots of jose later, we ended up back at his place. He told me his wife worked overnights and didn’t get out til 6am. He led me upstairs to their bedroom and turned on the lights.. His room looked
like a sex dungeon! He had 2 swings hooked to the ceiling, a stripper pole in the shower that was off to the side of the room, ropes, vibrators, strap on’s and lube was alllll over the place! Instantly turned on, we started undressing ourselves.. I looked down and saw the smallest 3 inch hard cock ever! It wasn’t even wide! I laughed at him and asked him if he was kidding.. sadly, he wasn’t. The said “don’t worry Hailey, I’ll make sure you get yours as long as I get mine!” I couldn’t help but laugh at him and tell him what a little cock he had.. He then took my arm and threw me on the bed. He went to the dresser and grabbed this hard looking penis thing with a belt-like thing attached to it..
It was a strap on but he had it custom made just for him! He belted up and shoved it in my pussy… HE PRESSED A BUTTON AND IT VIBRATED! After 10 minutes of that, I got up, surprised and ran to the swing. He got on top of me and fucked me so good with that thing that he calls “God” (and now I know why”) I came instantly 3 times within a 2 minute time period, all the while we were swinging away.. Now most girls after cumming 3 times would be sensitive and need a short break.. But not this chick! I did get up, only to grab the blue 7inch vibrator from the shelf beside his bed… I brought it on his twin size vibrating bed that was against the wall and told him I needed him there, I wanted to play with him! I took him and bent him over like he had a pussy and put the whole entire vibrator in his hairy ass and made him take it like the little bitch boy he was! He loved every minute of the humiliation I made him feel! I’ve never seen a cumshot like that! I love humiliating a man. But damn, he was good at what he did.. with his toys! A 3 inch cock like that I have no use for! But, I am amazing with a cock no matter what size or shape! I am def glad I went out that night! I’m going to go back and I’ll keep you updated on my next visit!! Next time I will be wrapped around that pole, and I will bring a girlfriend =)

Being pretty never felt so good…

 I had another call from my favorite Girl Amanda. She loves to be made into a little slut for my enjoyment, and what I like most about the whole thing is how receptive she is to the transformation. As much as I like forcing a sissy boy into submission and Pussy/panty training, I love it when they’re all ready to be dolled up and whored out. When I arrived at Amanda’s she was still dressed like a boy (Naughty Naughty…) I reprimanded her and let her know that all my sluts must be naked upon my entering the premises. She got that straight and got naked for me right away. I knew that she could tell that this was going to be a little different from the first call, where we went shopping and had mani/pedi’s and got all dolled up for a night on the town.Not this time. This time I aimed to take on another role besides that of BFF (Best Friends Forever). I was the dominant woman who knew exactly what Amanda wanted, exactly what she craved. I dressed her up in a tight, curve-hugging rubber latex dress, with knee high patent leather boots and a red wig which I styled into a whorish up-Do. I made sure her nails were done expertly and for a finishing touch, a high gloss, slutty red lipstick; the kind that gets all over anything that touches her lips. This is for a good reason. One of my friends has this thing about lipstick being on his pri– well, you know.

Next we went to my favorite adult bookstore, where Amanda’s true desires–along with all of her holes–were fulfilled.

Do you want to be a pretty girl for me?

Work fling turns ” Oh My God “

So, Johnny from work & I have been exchanging dirty secrets for along time and rumors had it he was a fantastic fuck. Not to mention was packing some inches, nothing turns me on more than a BIG COCK and well if you wanna turn me off just show me a pathedic one!!!

Johnny was no where near pathedic his cock was amazing at least 9 inches with a whole lot of thickness it was perfect and I could not wait to be a whore all over it.

So it’s not a secret to anyone that I love to smoke a little pot before I get busy so that night Johnny showed up and my house with a nice size bag of weed and an older friend.

I asked him pretty sharply who he was, he said come to the kitchen I need to speak with you for a second. So of course I went.  johnny said I need a huge favor you know how I work on the side to make extra money “which I did know he did a bit of pulling weight for extra cash.”  He said Dan out that hasn’t had a hard-on in 4 years and for $200 buck and and extra hundred for yourself he wants to watch us fuck. I was like what are you fucking kidding me?  He said no im not but I promise you will be safe all he wants is a good show. So I thought hard and was like ok im in ” I really needed the cash anyways.”

So I set up a chair in a nice comfy spot so he would really see us well.  I started off by giving are friend a hot little cock tease dance. And then sat down right at the edge of the bed and spread my legs wide open I wanted both of them to see hot fucking turn on I was I really hadn’t even touched myself and my pussy was aching and swollen. Johnny grabbed my heels and crawled down between my legs, he started sucking on my clit and I started talking nasty and the dirtier I talked while Johnny licked and sucked my twat that hotter “our friend” got and certain time I could see him pull out a klenex and start wiping sweat from his forehead and I hear his say Jesus baby you have a rockin body & just as he said that johnny took out his hot cock.. It was ready to fuck me and I know I was ready to have my dripping wet pussy filled with that big hard cock.

I had waited all day to get that cock deep and hard and im willing to do whatever they want at this point. Johnny put me on my knees and I told our friend to get closer and I pointed under my legs. HaHa I told that old man to open wide and put my clit right on his mouth while Johnny fucked me, and fucked me more, fucked me until I screamed and you bet your ass I orgasmed everywhere !!! My creamy thighs went weak.

Funny thing is neither of them will stop texting me, I gave Our Friend the show of his life he will be back..

Young coed craving Daddy’s cock!

I am a very horny coed slut. It seems I can just never get enough cock, and love it in all my holes, the more cock I get, the more I seem to want. I know every girl says that but I am seriously horny 24/7 365 days a year!  

It all started when I was a little girl in my Dad’s bakery. I had perky boobs even though I was only 12 years old. My Daddy caught me doing it with one of his helpers. He really got mad, but ended up doing it to me himself, right then and there on the bakery floor. From the start I loved the feel of his big hard cock, fucking away at my young hot pussy.When he was not fucking me, he was letting me suck his dick, and he always made me cum, eating my sweet young pussy.

Now that I am 18, my sexual appetite has grown, and I look for kinky fun, to turn me on. I like family fun, gang bangs, interracial fun, oral, anal play, strap on fun, humiliation, bondage, golden showers, the wilder the fantasy the harder I cum.

If you want to get really turned on, why not call me for some hot phone sex! I have a young voice, and will make your cock explode!

I’m craving Daddy’s cock bad but I am away at school, will you help the craving?

 

 

My bitch made me his bitch

So, the other day I agreed to let my bitchboy have a chance at dominating me. This is one of my favorite callers, and up until this point it has always been me in control. I knew that it was going to be one hell of an experience because he has always proven himself to be exceptionally creative and devious. So he gives me a list of items to prep for our call.

  • Clothes hanger with metal clips
  • Shoe strings
  • 2 sticks of cold solid butter
  • 2 ears of corn, boiled and cooled
  • an empty bucket
  • 2 bottles of water (2 liters each)

Needless to say that list had me intrigued, and scared.   So the day of our call finally comes and he tells me to put on my leather boots and strap them up tight and to put my biggest butt plug in to stretch my ass out a bit.

When he calls I am standing in my bathroom in front of my mirror as instructed.  He tells me to tie up my tits with the shoestrings with a slip knot really tight, cut off the circulation.  Then he tells me to take a stick of butter and put it up my ass.  To take the clothes hanger clamps and attach them to both nipples.  (this part hurt like a bitch too by the way, way worse than standard nipple clamps).

Then he tells me to hang the bucket handle off of the clothes hanger.  I then slowly have to pour in one of the 2 liters of water in to the bucket.  OMFG I think my nipples are going to pull off at this point.

He then tells me to stick the other stick of butter up my ass.  Needless to say my ass is now a slippery, greasy mess.  After having me add half of the next 2 liter of water to the bucket and listening to me whimper and cry like a big wimp for several minutes he tells me we are going to play “Butter the Corn”.

He is nice enough to let me take the bucket off of my nipples which I am very appreciative for.  We have about 3 minutes left in our call time at this point and he instructs me that I have to shove that ear of corn up my ass and get it all buttered up, and make myself cum and im not allowed to play with my pussy.  At this point I am so turned on and my pussy is absolutely vibrating from need of release that I know without a doubt I am going to cream quick.  So I shove the ear of corn up my ass as instructed and have a huge orgasm.  My very last instruction from him as he climaxed was to pull off the nipple clamps from the clotheshanger which hurt like hell too, but thats ok because I was cumming hard and didnt really care.

Ty for your creativity and fabulous call.  As I told you, payback is a bitch slutboy!  🙂

How the maid cleans house!

I arrived at his house around 8:30 wearing my dark blue maid’s uniform that exposed my nice cleavage. I also had on a short black skirt with no panties and sexy sliver high heels. The house was quiet and seemed empty. “Is anyone here?” I got no answer and I walked back toward the bedroom. “Good Morning Sir” I said softly as he was still in a light slumber. He simply rolled over and gave a slight moan as he slowly woke up. As he rolled over, I began to clean the bedroom bending over so he could get a nice view of my ass. I could tell he was enjoying the view of my ass. Knowing this I intentionally dropped some materials and bent really low to bend them up and even let my skirt ride up just slightly so that he could get a glimpse of my ass and pussy. After a few minutes I had finished cleaning the area but before I could leave the room he called me. “I have something I would like you to clean” I looked confused and stepped closer and as I did he yanked back the covers and I saw his big thick bulging cock at full attention. “I would like you to thoroughly clean that. Do you think you can do that?” I walked to the bed and jumped on and as I laid him down I began to suck his big juicy cock. It tasted wonderful and I took it deep down my throat swirling my tongue around his huge meat stick. As he moaned and groaned he pulled off my maid outfit and began to rub my tits and nipples. We began to 69 as I lowered my wet pussy onto his face as he held my ass with his hands while I continued to suck his cock in a passionate manner. I took him deep slow and then fast as he began to twirl his tongue into my wet twat. It was pure wonder. He knew how to eat pussy. He spread my lips and began to dig his tongue deeper into my cunt hole. He flicked his tongue on my clit several times before gently nibbling it as I got as much of his thick cock down my throat as I could. Getting wetter by the moment I sucked his cock slurping up his pre-cum. As I raised myself from him I turned around to straddle him. “Fuck me baby. Give me that great big cock of yours baby. Fuck me.” I sat facing him my tits bouncing in his face. I took my hand and placed it on his cock and slid it into my wet slit. It felt wonderful. My pussy was so tight and his cock seemed to hit just the right spots in the walls of my twat. Once inside me he thrust once getting me firmly in before going at a faster pace. My breasts bounced up and down as he held my hips and ass with one hand and grabbed my tits with his other. He grunted and thrust deeper and harder into me still holding my breasts. He continued to fuck me hard and passionately for several hours. We switched positions and each feeling was the same pleasure with a different twist. After a session in doggie he pulled out of me and I collapsed on his bed and he pulled me close to his chest and we fell asleep together holding one another.

 

Pindick control- part 2

The Five Points of Pindick Conditioning and Control

1)Small Steps

2)Discipline

3)Tease and Denial

4)Exploit The “Friend Zone”

5)Using Your Sexual Side to Confuse And Condition.

The next lessons and guides in this series will give you specifics of what I mean by each of these, including detailed procedures for you to start using them on some unfortunate pindick of your own. There are approximately three areas within each of the points that I expand upon and let you know how to go about doing them, and the benefits of them all.

For now, a quick rundown –

1) Small Steps

The overriding piece of advice when undertaking any of the other ideas or attitudes in the other four points is to take things slowly. If you start out by giving your pindick a spanking or by dressing him up in your panties, chances are that he’ll head for the hills!

Working slowly allows your pindick time to absorb, rationalize and become okay with what is happening. This is an important step because it gives you room to really push his limits later on.

2) Discipline

From verbal teasing to subtle acknowledgments that you have more power in the relationship, to more direct slapping and physical discipline, it is important to let your pindick know who is in charge in the relationship.

As always we start slow, your discipline is simply to flex your superior role in your relationship. I’ll then move on and tell you exactly how far you can expect to take it with a pindick (you’ll be surprised!) and how to move onto more traditional Dominant/submissive activities like spanking or verbal humiliation.

3) Tease and Denial

One of the most important parts of cultivating a good little obedient pindick are the suggestions I outline under this point. This relationship will have to give something of value to the submissive little pindick, or he will go elsewhere. One of these valuable things can be the opportunity to look at your naked body, to come very close to realising his sexual fantasy of making love, or pleasing you.

Of course, if you go too far, the little pindick might start to think too highly of his sexual prowess, or that you want to be more than friends. By subtly denying him what his little willy wants, we are conditioning him to expect and welcome rejection and disappointment.

The aim is to keep the poor little pindick in a state of sexual frustration. Desperate to be around you and see your beauty and be close to you, but cursing himself for the frustration that he is so close but can never become a true sexual partner.

4) Exploit The “Friend Zone”

People are often surprised that any men would knowingly go along with what seems like a ridiculously one-sided or unfair relationship. On a similar note, girlfriends of mine are often surprised when I reveal to them the relationship I have with some pindicks known to them personally.

The reason for this, is the exploitation of the “Friend Zone”. The “Friend Zone” is a mindset for women that most men dread. It refers to men that women do not find sexually appealing, or for whatever reason do not wish to sleep with.

It is important that your little pindick feels like he is your friend. Because, after all, he is! I would never have a relationship with a pindick that I didn’t consider a good friend first, such is the nature of the relationship. A relationship with a pindick emerges from a traditional friendship, otherwise the closeness and the mutual benefit from the attention would not work.

By exploiting a pindick’s belief (and fear of) the “Friend Zone”, we can shatter his hopes of ever being more than friends, whilst playing up to the idea that our relationship is growing stronger. A pindick will do anything to remain close to you, but because he is your friend he will justify the exclusion of his sexual identity.

5) Using Your Sexual Side to Confuse And Condition.

This final point goes great with the “Friend Zone”. You’ve already used your body to tantalize and tempt the sissy little pindick, now you can have some fun and let him see all sides of you. By going to the toilet in front of him, by dressing in front of him, even by burping and farting (gross I know, but they serve a purpose to condition) you further enforce the idea of him as a friend, and not a potential partner.

Many people overlook this aspect of the relationship, but I find it ties all the previous points up together very succinctly. You emphasis the idea that you will never be more than friends, you tease his little pindick by exposing your body to him (and by enforcing his sexual addiction to the shame that you do not see him as a prospective lover) and you also end up confusing and conditioning his little pindick to grow hard at the thought of you on the toilet, or dressing, or showering, or plenty of other mundane activities.

I hope you will continue to read this series, and would love to hear feedback from you ladies on anything you think I’ve missed out, or questions about how to do certain things, even constructive criticism or requests for clarification of why I consider this a worthwhile use of my time.

On a final note, ladies I am sure that you have guessed that we are not alone. No doubt there are hundreds, thousands of little pindicks out there reading my words and jerking their tiny little cockettes off to the idea of a glamorous lady friend of theirs deciding that it was time to put them to their best (and only) use.

To the pindicks I say this. Your days are numbered. We are sick of having to pretend that size doesn’t matter, or that you could make decent sexual partners, or that you’re ever going to become real men. We will expose your lack of masculinity, your true desires to serve and to deny your own sexual dreams and we will humiliate your little baby penises.

You are not real men, you will not be treated like them. You will be another one of our girlfriends, but through your devotion and attentiveness to us you may find yourself in the only position you know you could fill in our lives. Driving our cars, washing our clothes, listening to our problems and knowing that you will never get to fuck, never get to conquer, only jerk off into your hand while a real stud is out getting laid.

Happy jerking pindicks!

Ladies, I will be back to let you know how we can tame them soon.

Miss B

Plain Ole Vanilla Phone Sex Sucks

You may call me for Forced Feminization, Cuckolding, Humiliation, Erotic Hypnosis and other forms of Domination/submission and Mind Control. I will enjoy playing with you, teasing you, arousing you, and controlling if and when you ejaculate. Above all else, I am doing this for my personal enjoyment, and your betterment. However, make no mistake about it, I am in this for my pleasure and amusement. If you amuse me, I will take you in and teach you pleasures you have only dreamed of before.No limits – No taboos – Just try to surprise me. I want to know your deepest darkest sexual fantasies. Come on, how kinky are you? I am sick and tired with plain vanilla flavored jerking off studs. I want to talk to the guys others turn away.

 

 
 

Pindick training, part 1…Know your role!!!

Welcome all to the first of what I hope is an informative and eye opening look into an untapped resource that is available to all us ladies out there.

Imagine having a man at your beck and call, ready to drop his plans and pick you up, always willing to give your feet a rub or help you get ready for a night out. A man you can be yourself around, bitch about your boyfriends or take him shopping! A man who you can have fun teasing and a man who will always be there, begging for more, whether it’s a sexy back rub you want, a shoulder to cry on, or even a girlfriend to go panty shopping with!

I’m here to tell you that all of you women could have all this and more. All it takes is a little effort to find the right specimen, a little time to condition and emasculate the poor little dear, and the willingness to flirt and demand in just the right ways for you to have your very own human puppy dog.

Over the course of these guides, I’ll be telling you the best ways I’ve found to capture a man with a small penis under your spell, how to keep him there, and the amazing and fun things he’ll be desperate to do for you just to stay around in your company.

But first, what is a pindick? It might seem like an obvious question, but a lot of ladies out there don’t give them much of a thought at all (no wonder why!). A pindick is a cute name for a man with a below average sized penis. Anything under 5 ½ inches is definitely considered small, and the psyche of the men who have been cursed with these little units is preprogrammed ready for you to exploit.

It’s especially useful if you can find a guy with a really small penis, especially in it’s width. There’s been a lot of movement lately to make a guy with a small penis feel more like a man by stressing the importance of girth, so if you have one who’s packing a skinny pencil down there, he’ll be all the more easy to control.

The nature of a pindick is a curious thing indeed. I personally get off on the sexual humiliation of others, love watching boys squirm and beg for what they so desperately want. A guy with a small penis is the ultimate victim of sexual humiliation. Whilst other things can be worked on, looks improved, money gained, there is still no way for an itsy-bitsy penis to become anything more than just that.

Imagine for a moment that you’re a man with a small cock. No doubt you’ve felt the shame of being small all your post-pubescent life. Maybe other boys teased you growing up? Even if they didn’t you certainly wouldn’t have felt as masculine as them. Maybe you’ve had girlfriends laugh at you, or dates refuse you sexual contact. To be seen by the outside world as a sexual inferior, to know in your heart and mind that there is nothing you can do about it, to feel like you’ll never be as masculine or confident as other blessed men. This is the mind of a pindick.

Because of this, a lot of pindicks feel like they somehow deserve a rougher treatment. They don’t have the goods to please a woman, so they’re not surprised when she passes them over for another man. You will hardly ever find a pindick with a healthy or even regular sex life, it simply isn’t available to them. Because of this the pindick cherishes any woman who will give him the time of day, but he’s also away that normal sexual roles are an unlikely eventuality. He will do almost anything to please an attractive woman, often despite his better judgment. Because he doesn’t feel that he deserves sexual equality, it is incredibly simple to reduce a pindick to an emasculated, inferior status.

But does a pindick grow tired of trying to date or please women? In my experience, the answer is a firm no. Because his sexual dreams lie unfulfilled, the intensity and obsessive nature of them often consumes his thoughts. A lot of pindicks are virgins, so they have that social stigma to shame them as well and in our sex-obsessed society almost all unfulfilled little babydicks are horny little masturbaters.

This is where we come in! If you’re reading this and wondering why anyone would want to do this to a man, I will address that later. Just bear in mind that if you have a pindick as a friend, you can certainly tweak his buttons and play to his insecurities in just the right ways to gain full control over his sexually obsessed little package.

What you gain out of it is remarkably rewarding. A guy who worships the ground you walk on, is available 24/7 to tend to your needs and whims, is forced to concede your right to date and fuck other men and who will only grow more and more attentive and obedient over time.

Keep in mind that to start with this is subtle domination. The pindick will never feel like a slave, nor you a mistress. You will feel like two regular friends, except you will discover you are able to expect and request a great deal more from him. A pindick will always hide his true pindick status (as best he can) so the public will see you as friends.

It is, in fact a nice way to foster a close and rewarding relationship (for both parties) with a man who is simply unable to ever rise to the role of a sexual equal. By following my suggestions correctly, he will never guess that you are manipulating him, in fact he will be glad for your relationship and seek to please you.

It is possible to continue the relationship with subtle manipulation. It is also possible to embark on a new form of relationship, one with more explicit demands and one in which he will definitely feel like a true submissive. I have had both forms of relationships, and can recommend both of them. It is up to you how far you twist your pindick around your little finger.

The system I have devised is a remarkably simple set of instructions, based on the 5 tenets of “Pindick Conditioning and Control”. Even if you are skeptical about your chances of capturing the attention of a little pindick, or even if you are morally or in any way opposed to the idea, I urge you to read on, to consider what I have to say and to see if you can’t find some aspect that may work for you.

A quick summary of the positive points of having a little pindick under your control –

* He is always be there for you. He will drop everything to be by your side or to help you in any way.

* He will never say no to you, so back rubs, running errands, even household chores can be expected of him

* Many women gain a sexual charge from controlling a man, especially a man they are not even sleeping with.

* He works in a good tandem with a regular boyfriend, who may not care too much about every last person in your office, or your exercise regime, or girly conversations. A pindick will be there to listen to you, no matter what your pick for conversation is.

* Shopping! It’s always much more fun shopping with another person, so if you know in the back of your mind that he’s available any time, you know you can always have a girlfriend to shop with.

* He is a true friend. Despite however cynical or mean my suggestions may sound, they are built around a mutual love of each other.

Keep in mind that this is not an explicit sexual or Dominant / submissive relationship. The outside world will view it as a normal friendship. He will view it as a friendship where you are slightly demanding, but still nothing more than that. By taking small steps with your domination of him, you will learn to control him bit by bit, until he is so infatuated with you that he cannot see the hold you have over him.

It is also not a mean relationship. Sure, I would never consider sleeping with any of the pindicks I have been friends with in the past, and yes I have used them for my own personal gain and pleasure. But pindicks are not likely to form close sexual relationships with women regardless, thus he is happy to spend his time on whatever he can get. He is also free to leave at any time, a concept you will see, rarely enters the mind of a pindick.

In short, a pindick loves the attention and closeness of your special relationship. He would certainly love to be your sexual equal, but since he is unable to perform this role, he will love to take what he can get. The other point to consider is that a life of rejection and shame has probably already wired him to be sexually excited by humiliation or servitude. You are providing him sexual excitement through the sexual frustration you inflict upon him. This is a difficult concept and will be explained in more detail later.