I really, really enjoy connecting when I have sex. What I am talking about is when it becomes more than just a fuck. When it becomes a connection between two people. It can be a connection with a long-time sex partner, a significant other, or a spouse, but usually I’ve found it works best with anyone who I can connect with and who are willing to take sex to the next level with me.
I enjoy when I can ride cowgirl style for a good hour or two and just feel that hard cock inside of me, riding, feeling my body fill up with dick, riding and enjoying the ride rather than racing towards orgasm. I like to stroke back and forth, up and down, and really feel my body build towards climax, but not waiting for it. If a man knows my body well enough he can get me to that point and keep me there for long periods as well by fucking me missionary style or even doggie style, but it usually takes a while to know my body well enough, otherwise I am potentially able to sneak an orgasm in there before I’m really ready to have one.
I just love that feeling of pre-orgasm, that place where I am about to go over the edge, but hold it back to continue feeling that feeling for a long, long time. Sometimes, I have to stop moving or else I will go over that edge, and sometimes I’ve even had to pull off that dick to quelm that feeling for a little while until my body settles back down and I can get to that point again.
Sometimes I play a game and make myself wait, say 6 times, or 8 times, or 15 times that I reach the point of orgasm to actually have one. It gets really hot when I have a partner that knows when I’m about to have an orgasm and will help me to stop, because I’m not always that strong to stop the orgasm when the urge hits. I’ve been known, on occasion, to have tears in my eyes or even to get angry for a moment because I want to cum so bad and I haven’t reached my limit yet… and so my knowing partner stops me from having an orgasm. However, when I start moving on that cock again and feel it fill me up so deep, I forget all about the anger and enjoy that pre-orgasmic bliss once again.
Because of the extreme orgasm denial, my orgasm builds and builds inside of me as I ride that wave leading to orgasm. It is pure ecstasy when I can ride that wave, in a way that I’m having a hard time finding words for. However, when I am finally able to cum, it is an orgasm beyond any other type of orgasm that I’ve ever felt. It is a total release that I enjoy to the fullest.
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