Lonely

I can’t wait for the season to FINALLY be over! I miss his cock! I know I shouldn’t. I mean we really aren’t in an exclusive relationship yet. So maybe I should just go out and fuck some other guy. But even the thought of doing that makes me want his cock even more! I haven’t seen him since the one day trip we went on. I really have fallen for him. I didn’t mean to. But he’s so wonderful to me. Although I have this feeling that he’s sleeping with other girls. I mean he’s a basketball player, they all have this reputation for being players. The season will be over soon though and I am left wondering, will he spend more time with me? Will he make a commitment with me? I hate the unknown, the wondering. I guess I will just have to wait and see. The time being I will just have to rely on the callers! You can always help me forget him and help me get off! When I am on the phone I don’t think about his cock! It makes the day go by so much faster! So feel free to call me!