I stare at the door.

I think about turning about and running away.

I think about knocking and going in.

I feel my heart flutter and my breath catch in my chest.

I’ve never done anything like this before… never.

i shake my head a little at myself, laugh because i already know what i’m giong to do, raise my hand and knock.

you answer and you don’t immediately hug me or kiss me.  i relax a little and smile tentatively at you.  you smile back, not so tentatively. “drink?” you ask.

i nod, and nod again when you wave a bottle of irish whisky before pouring me a little shot.  i take ice today though i usually don’t.  the cool fire soothes my throat and my nerves as it settles in my stomach.

we chat a little and slowly you start touching me a little.  comfortable touches, not intimate yet but clearly headed in that direction.  we review the rules we had agreed upon online and i feel a shaft of pure fear/arousal run through me and settle in my belly and my pussy.

your touch grows more intimate a little at a time, slowly enough that i don’t feel unready.

you hand me a mask, i can see out but not well and this combined with the wig i am wearing allows me the anonymity i need to have the courage to do this.

the doorbell rings and i flinch but smile.  a pair of men stand there, smiling and checking me out in my skimpy little skirt and tank top.  i don’t even notice that i take a deep breath and raise my chest a little.

it continues to ring until there are some ten men in the room, all watching you touch me, all clearly eager for more.  you wave them in the direction of your small bar and they begin to make drinks and small talk.  i am relieved not to know any of them.

“shall we adjourn?” you ask me and i nod again.  i’ve hardly spoken since i arrive which is even more unlike me than what i am about to do.

I stand, tall and proud, chest lifted and bottom out just a bit.  my skirt hits me at mid-thigh and flirts with everyone even as i turn on my heel and follow you from the room.

the rest don’t follow yet, you and i need a moment to prepare.

as soon as we cross the threshold of the bedroom you push me against the wall, hard, and press your body into mine even as you invade me with your tongue.  i am eager and a gush of fluid soaks my inner thighs.

you hold me against you with a tight grip on my ass and i lean into you even more, a little mew of need escaping me.  you laugh and slide your fingers up the inside of my thigh.  you groan “good girl” into my ear even as your fingers slide straight into my already sopping hole.

guess you don’t like panties either.

you thrust one and then two and then three fingers deep into me even as your thumb presses into my clit.  i shudder and moan into your mouth and you fuck my mouth with your tongue as your hand drives me up and over the edge.

my legs quiver and my inner thighs are soaked with my arousal even as you lead me to the bed.  my clothing disappears and i lay there, legs apart and breath coming in gasps as you lead the other men into the room.  i whisper in your ear which one i want and he grins his delight even as he shucks his pants.

yours are gone already and you are kneeling between my legs with your rigid cock straining toward me.  i arch a little and mewl again.  you laugh and waggle a finger at me even as the other man kneels over my face.

his penis, thick and long, drops toward my mouth and i lick my lips even as his tip touches them.  i start to take him into my throat even as i feel your teeth on my nipples.

the other men groan at the sight and pants drop all around the room as they begin to stroke their hard cocks.  i feel myself gush a little as i hear the noises of men pleasuring themselves.  i groan deep in my throat and strive to fill myself with this gorgeous cock that is touching the base of my throat.

suddenly your teeth leave my nipples and i feel you again at my entrance.  one long thrust and i buck to meet you even as i continue to bathe the cock in my mouth with my lips and tongue.  i hum a little and my head and hips move in counterpoint as i thrill to the feeling of two large penises filling me.

I hear the men around me moving more frantically now and the first long spurt of semen lands on my stomach.  i am coming already, pulsating around your cock and soaking it with my juices even as i spiral ever higher.

the man in my throat groans as he feels another spurt of semen hit his back and my breasts and i feel him beginning to quiver in my throat.  i reach around and stroke his balls and am rewarded with long ropes of cum sliding down my throat and i swallow them convulsively.

this is too much for me and i buck and buck on the bed, ab muscles straining even as you hold my hips and enjoy the ride.  groans come from all around me now and you point out another beautiful specimen and gesture him to my eager mouth.

this one is wet already with precum and i work it as well as i can though i am lost in the sensations of men coming on my body even as you give a great shout and spurt into me again and again.

your pulsations drive me further and i am lost in a series of incredible orgasms even as the second man in my throat loses it and drains himself into my hungry mouth.

we all collapse in a pile of heaving and panting bodies even as the last man comes all over me.

i laugh, deep and happy in my throat and our eyes meet through the mask even as i say “next?”

God, I would love to act this fantasy out!