He has always been this way for as long as he can remember. “Jade when I look at women I look only to see what they are wearing, what kind of manicure, hairstyle and make-up. It’s been this way my entire life. I never look for sexual reasons only to admire and to learn how to be a woman.” My heart went out to him instantly as I heard the sincerity in his voice this isn’t ‘t a fantasy or some sort of role play but very much his reality. Eager to hear more I began to gently probe while giving him my undivided attention. We discussed my experience growing up with a cross dressing brother and the hardships that come along with being “unique.” Society isn’t kind to those who step outside the box of what is considered the “norm” and though I think it’s a different world today than years ago we still have a long way to go. I listened as he told me his desires to be a woman and how he feels his very best,complete even when he able to do so. Manicures, lingerie, make up and pretty clothes, sparkling jewelry these are the things he enjoys in the privacy of his home. Behind close doors he indulges in what makes him most happy being his true self a sensual, sexy woman. As our conversation continued I learned of his relationship with “B” a gorgeous T-girl (tranny) that loves and accepts him just the way he is. The two share a very open and beautiful thing it was very moving for him to share such intimate details. I thanked him profusely and just then the thought occurred to me. Why not “come out” on Valentines eve and share his special moment with his beautiful “B”. I can’t think of a better time so I decided to play cupid and shoot my arrow. My aim must have been good because the next day I recieved an email with a picture attached of the dress he and his lover picked out for him to wear a very special night for two. Again,moved,I instantly replied elated for them both. I sincerely wish you only the best my beautiful “Jessica” and I know that you and your lover are going to have a most memorable and erotic evening. Please do not doubt yourself be proud of who you are and revel in the moment of finally “coming out”. I hope you feel like a movie star this night because I know in my heart of hearts you will certainly look like one. Do not be afraid to be who you truly are inside no matter what anyone says you are beautiful to me, always. Thank you for sharing with me I look so forward to hearing all about your grand evening and wish you many,many more to come.
Much love and harmony,
Jade
