I awoke around 8.15 a.m. Jumped out of bed, threw back the curtains. The sky was bright blue and the sun was already quite warm. Today is my 50Thbirthday and it marks the beginning of the rest of my life after finally receiving my divorce papers in the post yesterday. I never really wanted much out of life except a loving husband, a couple of kids….. I got both but then the husband decided to spread his love around and the kids spoiled things by growing up, leaving home and having kids of their own. So that left me all alone in my lovely house…a lovely house…but all alone! I spent the last six months doing some serious dieting and heavy workouts in order to achieve, at the risk of sounding boastful, a pretty good looking, and it seems, desirable body. I knew it was going to be a glorious day…….. I jumped in the shower and turned it to cold, I just love the way the cold water makes your body tingle and come alive. I slipped into a pair of white panties, put on my over-sized white shirt grabbed my hawaiian sun tan oil and headed for the garden.
I couldn’t wait to feel the sun’s golden rays on my already tanned body. The garden has a six foot fence around so I can usually laze all day and not be bothered by anyone. I took off my shirt and felt the sun hit my medium, but firm 36 B’s, that always makes me feel good. I took my sun lotion and began to rub it into my long legs, starting at my foot and working my way slowly up to my panty line. I had just started to rub the oil into my breasts when I suddenly got to feeling quite horny. It was about then that I also had another feeling, the feeling that I was being watched, I took a quick look around the garden but there was no-one there, when I was sure I carried on but this feeling of being watched, surprisingly, made me feel hornier than ever and I found my hand sliding down into my panties and this ‘not knowing’ seemed to heighten the sensation. I even let out a slight moan as my fingers ran over my clit, they were still covered in oil and this also added to the pleasure I was feeling. By this point I was quite wet between my legs. I lay back closed my eyes and slowly slide my fingers back and forth into my pussy gliding over my clitand now my whole body was tingling with pure delight I began moving my fingers faster and deeper , I was moaning and groaning out loud.
I heard the noise again and it seemed to be coming from the gate so I eased myself up onto my side, my fingers still penetrating my pussy, through the small gap in the gate I could just see the postman. He is a real cutie, 25ish,dark brown hair and with eyes to match.
It was obvious he worked outside by the fantastic rich golden tan that covered his muscular body. Although I have never spoken to him I have pleasured myself many times whilst thinking of him. It was all too much I suddenly exploded between my legs and my juices just ran down my inner thighs. When I re-opened my eyes I noticed him still there he had his hand down the front of his shorts, this was too good a chance to miss I put my wet fingers to my mouth, sucking the warm ,juices as I stood up and walked over to the gate, still covered in oil and wearing only my panties which were soaked by now, I opened the gate and there he stood hand in his shorts quite startled and sporting a kind of embarrassed grin on his face. I immediately took his hand and pulled him through the gate and into the garden, neither of us said a word as I closed the gate behind him. I couldn’t help noticing the shape of his bulging cock through the thin material of his dark blue shorts , now my body really was on fire. I knelt down in front of him and whilst looking into his deep dark eyes I began to slowly peel his shorts down, he never once offered up any resistance nor said a word, until finally, there it stood, the thing I had been fantasizing about for so long, 7 inches of rock hard proud beautiful young cock.
It took my breathaway and I let out a small gasp, I knew I just had to have it in my mouth I slowly leaned my head forward and kissed it, a little bit of warm precum clung to my lips. I started to run my tongue up and down this fine cock he moaned and shuddered as I gently nibbled at his balls I ran my tongue the full lengthof his cock and as it reached the tip I enclosed it in my mouth, now he let out such a gasp, I thought he was going to come there and then. I began to suck, slow and gently at first just on the end then gradually taking more and more deeper into my throat till I reached his balls, then I began to suck faster and harder to and his body responded in such a way that was now fucking my mouth. I slowed right down and went back to working on the tip running my tongue really slow round his bell and then right down his shaft to his balls again by now we were bothon fire , withhis cock still in my mouthI slipped my hand back into my panties hand and mouthworking in perfect harmony when all of a sudden I could feel his warm cum filling up my mouth and dribbling down my chin, it was a beautiful explosion which caused me to explode simultaneously.
I looked up and saw his smiling face as I pulled his shorts up, he spoke…..” I have a package for you,” he managed with a real tremor in his voice.
“Oh good,” I said “It will be my new vibrator.”
He handed me the package, smiled and went without another word I took my parcel inside went and had another cold shower, opened my package, and went back outside into the glorious sunshine to relive my morning with my new toy in hand.
I enjoy delving out erotic pain to willing subjects. Whether that pain comes in the form of punishment or from the deliciously sweet feeling that I love to inflict. Do you burn with secret needs, do u ache? Cry for me, sing to me with your agony, and surrender to me your tears. 
