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The Conference

It was late. I had seen you watching me all afternoon.

Why hadnt you approached me?

Scared? Dont be. After all we’re both drunk, right?

Finally, you ask me up to your room…in the elevator I pin you against the wall.. kissing you and shoving my hand down your pants. The harder I kiss you, the stiffer your cock gets.

You cant take it anymore, and you drag me into your room. I excuse myself high heelsou pant hit your ankles and your cock begins to bob up and down. I walk quietly over to the bed and bend over offereing myself to you…and you happily oblige. Pound me from behind Lover… make my pussy cream and quiver on that stiff rod of yours!!!!

Mmmmmm…God I love my job!

Spring Break Boy Toy

My sweet naughty spring break fix, star of the football team, my husband, the coach who would never suspect. As he and his friends head to the mountains for a week, I head to an all-inclusive resort in the Dominican Republic and I do mean All inclusive….football boy is meeting me down there, a few of his friends in tow, to provide some earth-shattering sex that will give the Hatian earthquake a run for its money! Little does my boy-toy know that a friend of mine who is along for the ride and I have a special easter treat in store for him…underneath the swaying canopy of a secluded cabanna at the end of the beach, he will undoubtedly have his first true taste of paradise! No doubt he probably thought that all of his fucking around with that high-school pussy really made him the man…well, isnt he in for a shock? His cock may not survive…

Do you think YOU could “rise to the occasion”? Or would you becum a victim of performance anxiety?

Bet you’re wondering what this whole thing is about, huh? Call me. Let me weave the tale for you…it is sure to fill your nights with wet dreams for weeks to Cum!!

Candee, Your Tasty Phone Sex Treat

Is your sweet tooth acting up? Well I can give you something sweet that won’t rot your teeth. He He I’m always up for some ExtremeRole-Play Phone Sex to help with these horny feelings I’m experiencing right now! I have a twisted imagination and a taste for the forbidden fruit so I will give you a phone sex call like you have never experienced before. So, call me and I will bring out the sick and twisted part of that you have kept buried. Everyone needs to take a walk on the wildside from time to time.

Candee

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A Cold Lonely Winter’s Night

I’m here all alone and feeling so horny. All I can think about is getting fucked hard. I’m so horny and I need to cum. But I’m just not in the mood to play alone. Just then my phone rings and it’s my favorite caller on the other end of the line.

We chatted for a bit and I told him that he has perfect timing. I’m so horny and I just wasn’t in the mood to satisfy myself alone. He said that he feels the same way and decided to call me because I know exactly what he needs and I know how to give it too him.

He asked what I was wearing and I told him I was completely naked and laying in bed. I told him that I have a couple of new toys in my drawer and I was wanting to try them out. I have a 12 inch dildo and a vibrating bunny massager.

He asked to me please start sucking on my dildo and put the speakerphone on and put the phone close to my face so he could hear every slirp, smacking of my lips and moans as I sucked the toy.

I sucked it like a real cock and I heard him say that feels so good Debi. You are one hell of a cocksucking bitch! I said thanks and got back to sucking that dick. Once my caller had reached the point of almost coming I heard him ask me to stop and lay back and fuck myself with that huge dildo. I did so gladly because my cunt was dripping wet and aching for a good fucking.

I laid the phone next to my pussy and fucked my hungry pussy hard fast and furious. I started moaning louder and my breath picked up and I yelled out that I’M FUCKING CUMMING NOW! I heard my caller say cum for me baby. Squirt that sweet pussy juice all over so I can lick off every sweet drop of it!

I came harder then I have in a long time. And just at that point my caller yells out. Debi open your mouth bitch because I’m cumming now. I want you to taste my cum and swallow every drop! I begged him to feed me his love juice to blow his load all over my face and my tits.

He moaned loudly and I knew he had just let go with his wad. He told me that he shot his jizz clear across the room because I made his day with the way I make him feel.

We chatted for a few more minutes and said our goodbyes and he told me he would call again real soon. I told him that he had better.

If you looking for a woman that knows how to take care of her man then you don’t have to look very far because you found her right here.

Call me now at 1-866-649-3992 and ask for Debi!

The Confession and the Christmas Present

It was the xmas Party for the office where I have temp’d during the holidays for the last 2 years. A guy I have been on again off again with[but always remained friendly] His best friend Steve, and his new flavor all decided to go as a group this year. The sexual tension between Steve and I has always been off the charts. I was accustomed to teasing and flirting with him, almost mercilessly, knowing full well how he felt. he once even asked Allen if he would care if he fucked me during one of our hiatuses. Al told him to fuck off…LOL!
I was well on my way to a good buzz again from the drinking before dinner and the occasional drinks at the bars we stopped in, including the Everclear Daiquiri I had been sucking on through out our journey down to Bourbon.

I had finished off two beers and had to pee really bad. I told Allen where I was going and gave him my bottle; he was enjoying the music and nodded.

I disappeared into the back of the building, following some of the other women, I found the ladies room. It took me a bit because I had to wait, but that was cool, it gave me a chance to look over my hair and makeup, and see just how fucked up I was getting.

I laughed silently at myself, drunk or not, I still felt fucking hot and thought I looked good. One girl even smacked my ass and asked me if I would eat her pussy, I laughed and told her to find me after I pissed. I don’t know what happened to her.

As I came out of the bathroom I felt a hand grab my arm and pull me backwards. I was about to scream when a hand went over my mouth, “Shhhh.”

I looked up to see Steve, “Shhh, its’ just me.”

“What the fuck!” I turned to face him, hitting his chest with my hand, “You scared the shit out of me!”

“I saw you come over this way. I thought I’d take a chance.”

“What?”

He pulled me back towards men’s room and through the door. He stopped to look and see who was in there, and luckily, no one at that moment, that we could see.

“Steve?!”

“Shhh, I don’t want us getting caught.”

“Caught for what?”

He pulled me to the farthest stall in the darkened corner, dragging me in behind him, locking the door. I looked at him like he was insane. He turned back to me and put his arms around my waist, bringing me up to meet his lips, he smelled of beer and cigarettes and I pushed away from him.

“Damn it, what are you doing?!” I whispered in a heightened panic.

“Fucking you, I can’t stand it any more.” he was pulling my mini skirt up and my panties down.

“Steve!” I was holding on to him and pushing him away at the same time.

“Oh hell no, you fucking teased me all though dinner. And for two damn years I’ve been wanting to get my hands on you. Now, I get my chance.”

“No, come one Steve, not here not…uhhh.” I gasped; his hot solid cock running deep inside my wetness. He pulled my leg up, my heel catching his calf as I pushed into him.

He managed to hike up my shirt and expose my bra, skillfully pulling my  D’s from their confines. His lips were soft and aggressive against me while he masterfully stroked in and out of my confines.

“Fuck, I’ve wanted you for so long, you feel so good under me.”

“Oh Steve!” I arched my hips to meet his thrusts and pushed hard into his body.

He caressed my breasts with his hands and worked his tongue up and down between my chest, neck and lips. I gave into his cravings and sexual abduction of my body. Honestly, I wanted it as fucking much as he did, maybe more.

He smothered himself in my long hair, whispering naughty things in my ear as he kissed me, pumping me hard and full. I moaned, and he put his lips to mine, tonguing me to soften the sound. I’m sure who ever came in and out of the room heard us, but I didn’t care. This was a hell of a Christmas gift.

He stopped and pulled free of my body, shaft shiny with juices from my sex. Steve pushed me back against the wall and lifted my leg again, kneeling down before me.

He looked at me once as if looking for approval, and I nodded yes. His tongue was almost as hot and stiff as his cock as it masterfully worked on my swollen lips and protruding clit. I came, moaning and squirting liquid all over his face and down his neck.

He cleaned me quickly and worked for more, making me cream three more times. When I could take no more, I put my hands in his hair and motioned to him to stop.

He stood up, cock stiffer than before, and turned me around so I faced the wall. He pulled the back of my skirt over my hips and pushed deep into my pussy, holding my hips tightly. I pushed against the stall wall and forced harder onto him, moaning and coming again.

Feeling it run down my legs, he moaned, tightened his muscles, and let loose the fire he held back for so long. I felt the heat all the way up to my breasts.

He pumped up into me, filling me until he went soft and the pulled away, catching the cream that came with him in his hand and rubbed it on my ass. What a turn on.

He grabbed some TP and wiped off his legs and around his balls a bit, and then wiped a bit of the cream from my legs. He turned me back to him, holding me up until I was able to account for my balance, kissed me softly, tenderly stroking my swollen, creamy pussy.

“God your good.” he whispered, pressing against me.

“So are you,” I breathed heavily.

We heard a few people come in and out, and I was finally able to gain my composure and adjust my skirt and shirt as he tucked himself away and fixed his clothes.

He handed my panties to me, and I folded them up into his hand, “Keep them, we may never get to do this again.”

I put my arms around him and kissed him deeply, “thank you. I’ve wanted to be with you for a long time now. I just didn’t think it would be this way, or in a place like this.”

“Me either, but, what the hell, it was exciting.”

“God yes! Maybe next year we can do it again?”

“I don’t want to wait until next year.”

“Maybe we won’t have too. You know as well as I do Allen goes out of town a lot, maybe we can slip away then.”

“Yeah, that would be great.”

“Steve, we better get back.”

“I know. You think they would be looking for us by now.”

“Who knows, maybe they forgot about us.”

“Unlikely, Allen watches over you like a hawk.”

“Yeah, but he can’t be with me all the time.”

“No, he can’t.” He collected me and kissed me fully, I pushed softly up into him, not wanting to let go.

“Come on, before we get found out.”

I shook my head, reluctantly.

He slipped out of the stall, looking to make sure no one would see me, and then motioned to me to come on. I hurried to his side and we eased out the door as someone came in, they were drunk, and I doubt they even thought anything of it.

We worked our way through the crowd, back to Allen and Charlene, but before we got to where they could see us he pulled me back to him for one last kiss. It was soft and loving, with angst and passion. He touched my face and I saw something there I hadn’t before, he smiled.

“Thank you.” he whispered in my ear, brushing my cheek, “Merry Christmas Lexi.”

“Merry Christmas Steve.”

2am Booty Call![well, sorta…]

It’s two o clock in the morning, I’m hot, bothered and can’t sleep, as I roll over to look at your handsome face I notice that your cock is half erect, and you seem to be moaning very quietly, the sound of this is making me have rude thoughts and although I’m exhausted, my body needs to be made love to. I roll onto my back and slowly slide my legs apart so as not to wake you, your breathing is getting louder and I know you must be having a wonderful time in your dream.

I slide my hands across my firm breasts and gently start to circle my nipples, they respond eagerly and I can feel my pussy start to get moist. I concentrate on my breasts and the feelings down below are starting to grow, each little touch is sending a little wave of pleasure over my body, rolling my left nipple between my fingers, I slowly start to stroke my way across my stomach. Just tracing my nails over my hot skin, enough to bring the small Goosebumps up under my touch, I work my way down to my wet pussy, I start by slowly tracing the outline of my moist lips, all the while I am still playing with my nipple and the pleasure is causing me to groan slightly.

I can feel my wetness start to slowly ooze out of me and onto my finger as I run my nails over my sensitive lips, my fingers start to work their way in with each stroke and tingles of excitement are building up inside me.

I glance over at you and wish it was your hand on my pussy, but you look peaceful so I’ll pleasure myself, your breathing has calmed down and I’m guessing your dream has ended.

As my fingers find my sensitive clit I have an amazing urge to slide down the bed and slip your semi hard cock into my mouth, but fearing of waking you, I stayed where I was, my middle finger is now rubbing, very slowly and lightly and already I can feel the build up of an orgasm inside me, I move my hand down so that I can rub my bud with my thumb and my first finger automatically dips into the wetness below, it feels good, very warm and sticky and my hand starts to take on a slow rhythm of rubbing and penetrating, my body starts to move and my back arches, it wont be long before I cum all over my fingers, but its not enough, I want your cock deep inside me stroking my insides. I slowly reach over with my left hand to where your cock is sitting on your stomach, its still a bit hard and I ever so gently slide my hand underneath it and as smoothly as I can wrap my hand around it.

As my hand starts to squeeze you gently, your body reacts with a quiver, which really turns me on. Knowing your asleep while I have your cock in my hand brings me closer to orgasm, I push two fingers deep inside me and moan as I find the sensitive spot way up high, at this point my hand starts to slide up on down on your now hard cock, I’m worried about what you might think if you wake up and me with my fingers buried inside me and with your cock in my hand, but I’m so turned on it’s a risk I’m going to take. My pussy clenches round my fingers as the waves of orgasm hit me, I moan loudly and the muscles in my legs tense up as the juice flows freely down inside me and over my fingers.

My other hand is working on your rock hard cock and I can’t believe you haven’t woken up yet, as my orgasm dies down I just have to have your cock in my mouth, so I slide down the bed until I’m level with your tool and start by running my tongue over the tip of your cock, slowly down your shaft, licking and sucking all the way until I reach the base, I then concentrate on your balls, Gently lifting them to my mouth and licking gently, sucking each ball in turn then rubbing my finger below your sac. On the sensitive part, the part you love to be sucked and stroked, it drives you wild you say, and I can tell it does, you have started breathing rapidly now and a very small moan escapes your lips.

I start to slowly tongue my way back up to your cock and making my way to the head, all the time fondling your balls. I sink my mouth down onto your cock making sure I put pressure on your shaft as I do so. Then slide back up to the top to kiss the tip, then sliding down again, circling my tongue around your length, you moan again, and this time its loud, the thought of you receiving a blow job while you are totally unaware is a great turn on for me.

I speed up the working on your cock, making sure none of you goes with ought, I can feel your balls start to tighten and know your reaching climax soon, your body has started to grind into the bed and you are breathing quickly now, I so badly want to taste your sweet cum and I want to make sure your awake when you cum, I suck hard and make sure my mouth covers you all each time I go down on you, I’d love to know what your feeling right now.

As I slide down on you next time, I gently shake you with my free hand as to wake you, but you being a heavy sleeper take no notice, so I carry on running my moist lips over your hardness, again the next time I get to the top, I shake you harder this time wanting desperately to wake you, with that you start to stir and try to roll over, oh no you don’t I say out loud and pin you down, which takes all my strength.

You open your eyes wide with shock and look down at me, you open your mouth to say something, but all that comes out is “Mmmm, oh my god I’m coming!”

I smile and start to work faster on you, squeezing your ball gently as you fill my mouth up with hot cum, I swallow it greedily and then turn to look at you with a wicked grin on my face, You look surprised and shocked but u also have a horny look on your face “I can’t believe you did that to me” was all you could say to me, all I could do was smile a wicked little smile, I reach over and kiss you, turn over and pretend to go to sleep, I can hear you muttering something about getting a fantastic blowjob and not even being awake to enjoy it, a small chuckle escapes my lips and before I have chance to respond you tell me that I’d better give you a rerun of what happened in the morning, of course I agree readily, and I’m sure you will enjoy the show.

Train Fucking

Please bare with me on this one. I have a particular turn on that I have been keeping from you. Maybe someday we will find each other in a box car….read on!

I love trains, everything about them; old, new, steam, diesel or electric. I just have a thing about trains. They excite me in ways that I cannot explain!

I sit, smiling, as I feel my pussy twitching and my nipples tingling and begging for some attention. I am getting quite hot at the thought of who it may be this time! At this time of day and there are only a handful of men in my car; two on mobile phones, in a world of their own. The others have their heads buried in books or newspapers. My hands reach up and caress my breasts through the silky material of my blouse. I have on my sexiest underwear, a black lacy quarter cup bra and matching panties. I circle my fingers around my areola and squeeze my nipples. They’re now rock hard and so deliciously sensitive. I feel so fucking sexy and I love how I have made my nipples stand proud through my blouse. Anyone would have a problem not too notice them, and the thought of that makes me squirm in my seat.

We are only five minutes out of the station and already I can hardly refrain from misbehaving!. I can feel a damp patch forming in my panties as I stand to reach my small case down from the overhead rack and the cool air swirls around my legs. I am wearing stockings today and I am sure the man a few seats down just caught an eyeful of my stocking tops as I stretched to reach my case. I am aware of him watching me intently so I decide to exit the train by walking past him instead of the other way. He is treated to a full view of my erect nipples straining against my flimsy blouse and I am feeling so naughty. I purposefully let slip the water bottle I am carrying just as I get near to his seat. He hasn’t taken his eyes off me. I turn slightly away from him and bend to pick up the bottle affording him another glimpse of my stocking clad thighs as I reach for the bottle. Then I gasp as I feel his hand sliding up the inside of my thigh and into my panties. He feels how moist I am and knows I am horny as hell. He pushes a finger into my wet hole and a groan escapes my lips. He rolls his finger around soliciting yet more moans from me, and then just as quickly as he entered me, he withdraws. I quickly stand and straighten my skirt as I hear him sucking his finger and making a low growling noise. I don’t look back at him but proceed to the bathroom. I cannot resist glancing at the man as I walk past his window and he is standing, watching me, as he strokes his bulging cock through his trousers. He blows me a kiss with his other hand and I can’t help smiling. I love trains.

As we pull into our first stop, I busy myself watching the people on the platforms rushing about imagining where they’re going and what they are up to.

As we make our way northwards my mind wanders back to my plan and I begin to feel very sexy again. I find my hands, once again, playing with my breasts and tweaking my hardening nipples. A low moan escapes my lips. I need to touch my pussy so stand up and unobtrusively begin pulling my panties down from my waist and over my hips. I then lift my skirt and roll them down my thighs finally stepping out of them before picking them up and hiding them in my handbag. I sit back down but with my skirt still hitched a little way up my thighs and showing a hint of the lacy tops of the black stockings I am wearing. This allows me to open my legs and get my hand to my smooth and wet pussy lips. The thought of what I am doing coupled with being in a public place has me feeling so horny. I desperately want to feel my fingers in my pussy but I wait and content myself with just teasing my inner thighs and my soft and silky outer lips, already damp with my juices. I feel so naughty. I hear a door and withdraw my hand as the conductor reaches my seat and, his attention on his ticketing machine, asks me for my ticket. He then looks up and sees me. His eyes travel over the length of my body clocking first my erect nipples protruding through my blouse before feasting on the stocking tops. I open my handbag to find my ticket and my panties fall out. He sees them and he knows. I can see his cock bulging in his uniform trousers and my tummy ripples with the thrill of knowing I am doing this to him. I look him in the eye and suggestively lick my lips as I pass him my ticket. He punches the little cream and orange card before passing it back to me, stroking my hand as he does. He gives me the most beautiful smile and a quick wink of his sparkling eyes as he makes his way down the car.

My heart is racing and I can feel the heat rising in my body as my chest and neck redden with arousal. I am so damned horny and once again, spreading my legs a little wider this time, start to play with my pussy. I close my eyes and briefly forget where I am as I let the glorious feelings and growing sexual tension take over my body. God, I am so wet and my pussy aches to feel a big hard cock inside her. My breathing falters as my expert fingers find the hooded nub at the cleft of my lips and I start to slowly circle my finger around. My breathing is quickening when I become aware of voices getting closer. I quickly straighten myself up and try to look normal as the conductor passes my seat closely followed by the other passenger. I gather from the snippets I hear that the conductor has upgraded this passenger’s ticket to first class. Now that is a ‘Hmmmmmmm’ moment!. I smile and catch the conductor’s wink as he passes and exits the car.

I am now alone and relax a little. I am so horny and eager for an orgasm I can wait no longer. I loosen the top buttons of my blouse, which uncovers my breasts with my nipples on full show over the quarter cup bra. I start to caress them, at first, avoiding my aching nipples. I look out of the window and my excitement increases as I realise we are passing a lightly built up area. I know we’re travelling too fast for anyone to see me but I like the idea that they might. I am now pulling on my nipples and turn slightly, leaning my back against the window, as I lift one leg to rest it on the adjoining seat. My breathing is by now quite heavy and my pussy is dripping but still I tease and torture myself before allowing myself any kind of climax. My hand snakes down to my inner thigh that is now on full display and I stroke myself slowly finishing each stroke with a brush against my hungry pussy lips. My eyes are still closed and I am so intent on what I am doing that I fail to hear the door open and close. I feel a hand on my inner thigh and freeze, opening my eyes as I see the conductor standing in front of me.

“God you look so fuckin’ horny like that, I want to taste you.”

I melt. I feel my pussy contract in anticipation of what this man is about to do. He leans down and tongues my pussy in a long and slow lick. He then parts my lips with his thumbs and proceeds to kiss my inner lips, sucking them into his mouth. I feel his finger slide into my lady, swiftly followed by another while his tongue continues its assault on the outside. My hips buck to allow him access and he touches my clit, fleetingly, with the tip of his tongue. I let out a long low and very horny moan. He stops what he is doing and I open my eyes to look at him wondering why he has stopped when I am so close. He stands up and takes my hand, pulling me up out of my seat. He half drags me to the table a couple of rows down, hikes my skirt over my ass and pushes me over the table. Oh God. I hear him unzip his trousers and feel his eager manhood bounce against my ass cheeks as it’s released from the confines of his underwear. He spreads my legs and lewdly rubs his steel hard cock up and down my wet crack, bumping my exposed and highly aroused clit with each stroke. I moan and say,

“Fuck me, please, fuck me hard, so hard that you make me scream.”

He doesn’t need telling twice and his throbbing and steel hard shaft nudges at the entrance to my dark, wet and tight pussy. We both moan as he pushes into her, and my eager, red hot pussy grips him as he slides in and out. This is so dirty and so fucking horny, he really is rock hard and his big cock nudges my special spot on its way past making me even wetter. He grabs hold of my hips and increases his speed as he fucks me harder. His balls are slapping against my clit and bringing me closer to my orgasm. I am so wet that our fucking makes real squelching noises and even that is horny. I look out of the window in front of me and see we are passing a group of railway engineers in their orange jackets. They see us, and a couple raise their fists in salute. I squeeze hard, making my hole so tight for him and that feeling does it for me. I scream out.

“Oh God, I’m coming, harder, I’m coming!”

I feel the shock of my orgasm squeeze him so hard and as I whimper he jerks and pushes into me as he empties his load of hot, horny cum into my convulsing pussy. I collapse onto the table, breathless and he strokes my hips as my lady sucks every last drop of his sticky white fluid from his balls.

I can hardly speak but manage to say, in between breaths,

“Oh God, hun, that was so good. You were so good.”

We quickly pull ourselves together and tidy up as best we can and he turns to me, and smiling, says,

“You’re a naughty, horny girl. You didn’t tell me you were traveling up today; I wasn’t expecting you until next weekend!”

~~she winks~~~

Secret Fantasy

What secret fantasy have you never fulfilled? I know you have one suppressed deep inside you, just dying to get out. If you’re honest with yourself you’ve wanted to fulfill this fantasy for years but for whatever lame reason you have not fulfilled it and your sexual experiences have not reached their full potential. Don’t be shy, lots of people have secret taboo sex fantasies and I’ll bet it’d surprise you to know there’s a whole group of people out there with the exact same fantasy. Go ahead call me and confess that taboo fantasy you’ve kept hidden for years.

Is it Incest? You know deep down there is some member of your family you want to fuck the shit out of.

Maybe you had a crush on a teacher?

Do you want to be caught in the act or do it in front of a crowd?

Are you cock-curious? Don’t be shy or feel bad, most men are.

Do you like humiliation? Do you need to give up control?

Do you like water sports or scat?

Does the idea of bestiality turn you on? There’s a whole world of animal lovers out there.

Whatever your kink or fantasy is I’ll explore it. Niche fetishes and unique fantasies are always welcum…maybe you can show me something new and exciting.

Craving my Son for a Long time

I have been divorced all of my son’s life. I have always loved my son. To me he is everything to and I’d bend over backwards to do whatever is in his best interest. There is no boundries to what I’d do to make my son happy. That promise stems from me wanting my son sexually since he was just an infant. I have never had a good male in her life. My father left, and my Ex husband never treated me as he should have. Once he found out I was pregnant he bolted from the scene never to be heard from again, The only man I have had in my life has been my son. I have battled feelings of lust for years. As noted before I have wanted my own son since he was an infant but fear, guilt, and shame have prevented me from acting upon my desires, though I have had sexual fantasies about him for as long as I can remember and I masturbate to him constantly. I even had a dildo made especially for his cock and named it after him. It is my favorite toy and I use it I cum like I never thought I could. My orgasm is powerful and somehow I feel connected to him even though they we have yet to fuck and I so want to molest my son’s cock, it’s a burning desire.

At the same time I feel immense guilt for my perverted feelings. I have never confessed them to anyone until now. much I fear my son will not understand my lust or her love. I feel as if I am betraying him and will scar him forever and then he will hate me. I know by doing this it’s the ultimate sin and that I am a pedophile for even thinking such thoughts and yet just hearing his name in a casual conversation with friends makes me think of him in a lustful way. It’s no surprise I spend nights agonizing, stressing and crying about these mixed twisted emotions. I know that when and if first see and molest my son’s cock I will so overcome with emotion I may not even know what to do. Is it finally happening or iss this a dream that I will cruelly wake up from to find it’s not real?