6/20/10
This will be the first of many journal entries because Ma’am wants me to put in here things that have been exciting me, what i am thinking and how i am feeling about serving Her. i am very excited about it personally. i have been in training with Her for a couple of weeks now. She is the first Domme i have served via phone and online. It is everything i hoped it would be. She is wonderful to me. She actually listens to me, but of course, it is still all about Her needs. From the moment i wake up all i think about is how to please Her and make Her smile. There are many things going on in my life, but She is actually on my mind more than any of them.
6/26/10
Ma’am would like me to write about a punishment i received earlier today. She sent me specific instruction on a picture that She wanted. She wanted the next picture She received from me to be of me naked with me licking the floor. She wanted it from an angle like She was looking down at me. i understood the task and had every intention of doing it.
We were chatting and i didn’t have an opportunity to complete it yet. i thought i would send Her a different picture until i could make the one She wanted. She got very upset with me. She said the next picture she wanted was the one She spoke of and i sent Her something else. i understand Her getting upset because i did fail to follow everything. The thing is She told me to take my time getting it to Her. She wasn’t rushing me at all. i think the worst part was how i know i let Her down. A simple little detail broke my obedience to her. i truly felt horrible after that. She was quiet after that which made it worse. i decided to lick the garage floor in the house since it is the dirtiest floor. i felt that was my place. It seemed to cheer Her up a little but i still felt like i let her down. i have been punished before by putting foaming soap in my mouth and time out. The soap was horrible and stayed in my mouth all night. The worst thing is not being able to speak to her though. i would take soap any day over time-outs. i am still new to serving Her and i know i will mess up, but i need to pay more attention to every little thing. i’m sure i will be adding more to this as i go along, but hopefully not to often.
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