Well, the worst part is over. My boyfriend has been back like two weeks, on and off but he has no clue about me cheating on him. In fact things are better than ever. I love it when he’s not so busy and he actually has time for me. We go out to dinner and have sex all the time! I am not sure if he is ever going to be ready to commit to me. I would really like to know that I am a permanent fixture in his life. I know he has to fuck the basketball groupies when he is on the road. I have kind of learned to expect and accept it. So why can’t he just commit to me already. I have stooped to doing crazy things in order to get his attention enough to want to make me a big part of his life. I wear the sexiest clothes, I have been doing house work in practically nothing! And sure he gets excited and he grabs me up and fucks me right there on the kitchen table. But why doesn’t he realize I would make a great wife? I love the life we have, I love the expensive trips and presents. I love that he has the most amazing cock I’ve ever seen and he REALLY knows how to use it. But I want something more. Maybe I need to leave him, show him that I am not going to wait around forever. I know there are other guys who would love to have a chance at fucking me. Maybe I should have him catch me cheating! I guess that would really shock him enough to make a change. I just don’t want it to be the kind of change where I lose him! Any advice????
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